Don't leave me

"in a little bit time, she goes in a silency. 
She feels something hurt. 
But, she holds it"
 I am one of the people who often paranoid of ' a leaving'  of someone. Moreover, a farewell, like any kind  which often ' killing' me in the right direction.The trigger are various and  the effects are the same way. A description that almost near to  my feeling is ' sad'. Actually I am not a childish person , I just really cannot miss an happy episode in my life.I  am so selfish, of course. And the character is  bad enough for me.It's right, I hurt myself. At this point I can't accept my destiny very well .In one side,  I  really  familiar with the meaning of  two-polars-of-a-pair in this life, about the existing of love and sorrow,  a farewell and meeting, a goodness and badness; etc were the prettiest which are always received  partially  by our sense. Our acceptance is just consider to something  good to us, but at at the same way we reject every side that annoying us. This is the selfishness I mean.

Hm , the experience of some farewells in my life actually refract many lessons  .The best thing that must I focused on is being grateful for what I have,everything . And it is difficult .Why ?Because a soul  have a tendency to not to be thankful .Well this is as stupid , I know but it was very difficult to applied. :(

But, i think, regretting a  farewell is useless, the right choice is pursuing a meeting . isn' t it, right? Furthermore, while we voted to regret a meeting that led to a farewell.It' s so stupid!  what happen with our souls? so damn! how about our meeting? Why we don't take any any lesson in it? Hm,, please just be grateful for the meeting has been established. Well, in this world there is no  perfect meeting, just  try to grate for everything. Note: a farewell is not the ending of our life. And surprisingly, an ending could being a starting point. hm.. :) Got it?
Okay, this writing is an advice for my self. I just need to re-install the way of my thinking . It because I'm still usually become mad of my own destiny . Moreover, in fact a destiny is so beautiful thing, it brings  valuable lessons that we might not found in any school in this world :)
So, live your life and keep your happy smile :) `

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